站在這裡能夠看見但是過不去的

Listen. There are moments when life calls out for a change.
                                                                               
A change. It is just like the seasons.
                                                                               
Our spring was wonderful.
                                                                               
But the summer is over. For a long time.
                                                                               
And we missed the autumn.
                                                                               
Now suddenly, it is cold, so cold that everything freezes.
                                                                               
My heart stopped.
                                                                               
Our love fell asleep, it was surprised by the snow.
                                                                               
But those who are sleeping in the snow, do not notice death.
                                                                               
Keep well

 
from Paris, je' t aime

Did you know that the first Matrix was designed to be a perfect human
world where none suffered, where everyone would be happy.  It was a
disaster.  No one would accept the program.  Enitre crops were lost.
Some believe that we lacked the programming language to describe your
perfect world.  But I believe that as a species, human beings define
their reality through misery and suffering.  So the perfect world was a
dream that your primitive cerebrum kept trying to wake up from.

 
你知道第一代母體被設計成沒有痛苦、人人都可以享樂的世界。
結果沒人習慣這樣的世界，最後整批人都死光了。有些電腦人相信我們無法設計完美的人類世界。
不過我卻認為人類是透過『痛苦』和『苦難』來確定自己還活在現實之中。
所以『完美世界』終究只會是一場你們人類不斷想從中驚醒的噩夢。
~The  Matrix

 
喝完這杯咖啡再走，好嗎？
請讓我在咖啡裡為你舞一曲愛戀甜膩
濃稠巧克力似我沒有限度的款款深情
傾注些許的烈酒是我無法表露的灼熱愛意
調和厚重的Expresso─那甜的憂傷啊─是我又愛又怕失去
請別急著喝完 請細細品嚐
有一天 當你忘記我
也請記得這杯巧克力裡
我的濃情

閃閃發亮
 
掏出閃閃發亮的錢包
買了閃閃發亮的魚
也買了閃閃發亮的女人
買了閃閃發亮的魚
放進閃閃發亮的火鍋裡
閃閃發亮的女人擁有
閃閃發亮的鮮魚火鍋
拿著閃閃發亮找的零錢
和閃閃發亮的女人一起
帶著閃閃發亮的魚
帶著閃閃發亮的錢
走在閃閃發亮的夜路回家
看著閃閃發亮的星空
閃閃發亮的淚珠奪眶而出
閃閃發亮的女人哭了
                                         by 入澤康夫
 
而那 為了什麼而閃閃發亮呢?
 
我不能明白 也許 我自己也在發光吧。
 
 

Love
                                                                               
                                                                               
Love, I am so different
Love, I am so different than before
                                                                               
Love, can I be loved
Love, could I ever really be loved
Love, if you ever find me I wonder
Will you try me I'm so different than before
Love, the kind that I've dreamed of
Well let's stop right here inside of me love
Love, if you ever find me I wonder
Will you try me I'm so different than before
Love, I am so different than before
                                                                               
Love, where are you waiting
In dark and smoky room I hear you singing to me
Love, let my voice take you and the song we make would be so different than be
fore
Ooh yes
Love, if you ever find me I wonder
Then I ask you try me I am so different than before
Then I ask you try me I am so different than before
Love, I am so different than before
                                                                               
The word is out, the time is gone
Begin again remember my love
Make it strong
Stretching out to everyone
Nothing replays
This is what I want, this is what I make
Every little thing gonna be alright
One day or so you'll be my love
This time you won't mistake me
I'm ready love for you to take me with you
Love, if you ever find me I wonder
Will you try me I'm so different than before
Ooh yes
My love, I know when you found me I'll rock yourself all around me
Then I ask you try me I am so different than before
Ooh yes,
MY love I know you'll show me the words...
於是 就是這麼一回事  這ㄧ次  我也許會明瞭
該愛的  抑或是   我能夠愛的

 
Once Now Eternity
 
時間仍然繼續在走
 
站在這裡 閉上眼睛
可以感覺 時間仍然繼續在走 像一列無人駕駛的慢火車
 
16歲的我 曾經以為時間是用來帶我們去未來的
26歲的我 曾經以為時間是用來讓我忘記過去的
                              36歲的我 慢慢發現 時間只是時間而已
 
 
但因為世界上只有一個我 ㄧ個你
每個人只有一次初吻 只有ㄧ顆心
於是不想忘記的過去 在時間中變得越來越有重量 終成永恆
而想要擁有的未來 如果不是因為還有時間 又要怎麼去相信 去期待
 
我們都是時間的旅人
為了愛過的ㄧ個人  聽過的ㄧ首歌 再也不回來的那一刻
賦予了時間 永恆的意義
 
催眠我 在時間的旅程之中
證明過去每一刻的我自己 都像這一刻的自己一般 認真活過
 
 
節錄自 ONE  芳
 

 
 
"倍慈 找個男朋友服侍你啊" 已結婚的姐姐們開玩笑的對我說
"呵呵呵" 我白痴的傻笑
 
想著 嘿 我想要怎樣的服侍呢?
帶我到處跑 送我無數的小禮物  還是甜言蜜語
 
我不禁思考起我想要的浪漫  
 
 看月亮? 看海?
 
我想要 
 
當我想睡的時候 最好在我旁邊看書啊 做事啊 什麼都好  讓我在睡眼矇矓裡 看見你清醒著 好安心
 
當我睡醒時 睜著睡眼惺忪的眼  感覺你清醒著 也許笑看我 也許已經還在做你的事  說著 你醒啦
 
 
我最後閉上眼前看見的 是清醒的你
我首先睜開眼後看見的 是清醒的你
 
 
至始 至終